Graduated Housemanship Years

Alhamdulillah, my housemanship years has ended just a few days ago. Happy? To be honest, its a mixed feeling. While some had a smooth sailing journey, I can say mine is not. Nevertheless, I believe what Allah has put me through, has trained me of what I've become today. But I never dare to say that the training years is enough. There's just so much more to learn. And hopefully this drives me to be completely passionate in learning deeper in the field that I'm seeking forward to further later on.

Of the people I met, every single of them taught me a lesson. And I'm definitely thankful for that. Especially to the one who left me a meaningful experience that I will never forget. :) On the other hand,  they brought out the inner side of me dealing with different kinds of personality that I acquainted.

Most of the postings I've been through as a Houseman - I enjoyed it. Although, there were circumstances that made me cry,  feeling demotivated, anger and frustrated. But hey, if not because of those difficult moments, I will never taste the sweetness of progressing into a Medical Officer, don't you think so?

Of course, I'm aware that being a Medical officer is much more challenging. Now it's the time for you to make a decision on your patients with your clinical judgements. The responsibility is real now. No more backups like HO days. Be firm with your stands and be brave to face it.

Well, I don't know what more to share specifically about my Housemanship years. Maybe if you would like to shoot me up with questions, I can try to give a response in my next entry, Inshaallah.

That's all for now. I gotta go to bed.
Uhh ho, its already almost 2 am. To my juniors starting their housemanship soon,  good luck ye!

"Just keep the passion up. Always remember that its not all about your survival but it also about patient's life and hope is upon you.  Tiredness and stress will always on the road. But care, kindness, passion and at the end the smile of your patient is always the best gift that you can have." -Will always remember these words. 

  

It's been long since I spent my time reading out of medical field materials. Something about spiritual content that has somehow been left for a while. 

I'm Still Alive

Assalammualaykum and hi dear readers!

It's been way too long since I wrote an entry in my blog. Looking back, there was not even one entry that I wrote in 2018!

You must have been thinking what on earth do housemanship life did to me, yeah? :O

Frankly speaking, being a houseman is a tremendously challenging phase as a junior doctor. To be able to adapt yourself in a working environment need constant perseverance, patience, and bravery. Not to forget, a fit physical body, mind, emotional, and spiritual values also plays a role in determining how far you can progress in becoming a competent doctor. I'll share with you some of the memorable experiences that I encounter in my HOship journey once I finished all the six postings. I would like to recap everything in one entry (or perhaps in parts) later. So, stay tune okay!

I would like to say thank you for all the feedbacks on my writings. Honestly, I was truly surprised to receive some heart warming comments and emails from anonymous readers. Please, if you feel it's worth sharing, then feel free to do so. By all means, every good words and thoughts came from the inspiration that Allah gave to us. So, keep on spreading the words of love to everyone that may benefits. You will never know how words may change some people's life. I just pray that it will touch your heart in a way that it brings goodness in your life, and not the otherwise. :) 

Welcome 2019.

Yours truly, RNS.

4th Year, The end.

Assalammualaikum wbt!

"Mereka yang mengambil jalan bersama denganku." ~fall for this quote.

Segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan Semesta Alam, dengan seizinNya telah Dia permudahkan jalan kami semua. Siapa sangka, dengan sekelip mata saja rupanya kami dah mengakhiri tahun 4 sebagai seorang pelajar perubatan. Ini bermakna tinggal setahun sahaja lagi masa yang diperuntukkan sebagai persediaan untuk menggalas tanggungjawab yang lebih besar di dunia realiti. Menjadi seorang doktor.

Ingat lagi kali pertama pensyarah ku pernah bertanya pada anak-anak muridnya, 

"What is a doctor?"

Semua terdiam. Pelik. Tak pernah orang tanya soalan sebegitu. 

"Doktor? Doktorlah..! Ada orang yang tak faham lagi ke siapa doktor?!" Sarkastiknya aku.. haha! Tapi jawab dalam hati je memang la kau berani kan! >_< Cuba suarakan kat the whole class, mau kena panahan mata laser semuanya kat aku eheh..

A doctor is a teacher.

Yea.. make sense kan. Serius, tak pernahku terfikir tentang itu. Mari sini, RNS elaborate secara ringkas apa yang RNS faham dengan ayat penyata itu. Seorang doktor itu tanggungjawabnya untuk menyampaikan kepada masyarakat apa yang telah dipelajarinya untuk kemaslahatan orang lain.

Sering kali, kita bayangkan doktor ini tugasnya hanya merawat dengan ubat-ubatan, potong sana-sini, plaster tang situ, tang sini, bukan? Ya, betul lah tu. Tapi itu hanya apa yang orang lihat dari permukaannya sahaja. Realitinya, lebih dari itu. Namun, tak semua yang tahu. Doktor itu tugas lainnya adalah sebagai kaunselor untuk pesakit, keluarga, masyarakat dan sesiapa sahaja yang pernah meminta pandangannya. Dia juga berperanan untuk membetulkan persepsi-persepsi salah yang timbul dalam masyarakatnya. Sebagai contoh, peranan vaksin yang sangat penting untuk membendung penyakit berjangkit merbahaya daripada merebak. Besar cabarannya untuk seorang doktor hari ini meyakinkan pesakitnya apabila disulitkan lagi dengan bercambahnya golongan anti-vaksin. 

Bukan itu sahaja, sebagai seorang doktor Muslim, peranan yang besar adalah melaksanakan hal-hal yang berkaitan fiqh dalam perubatan. Andai kita tidak dipersiapkan dengan ilmu ini, siapa lagi? Bukankah sudah menjadi fardhu kifayah untuk seorang doktor memahami ilmu ini? Ambil contoh, isu hangat ibu-ibu bersalin yang auratnya terpaksa didedahkan. Apakah rukhsah nya dan daruratnya di dalam Islam? Kita harus fahami dengan mendalam semua itu terlebih dahulu sebelum bertindak menyuarakan pandagan yang tidak berlandaskan ilmu.   

Okay alamak! Dah makin serius dan berat pulak RNS bawa perbincangan hari ni. Okay semua cool down eyh.. Biasalah, kalau jari dah mula menaip, laju je idea mencurah-mencurah ke ladang blog ni. Doakan kami semua jadi doktor yang selamat untuk anda semua okay. Amin :) 

Setakat di sini dahulu perkongsian tak seberapa ni. Inshaallah berjumpa lagi di lain masa. Bye!

Jumpa lagi di tahun akhir! ^_^

p/s: take care. :)