It's hard.
It's painful.
Yes, i know dear.
But you have passion.
And your passion involves dedicated practice.
Don't give up so easily.
All of the greatest doctors encountered obstacles in their days.
You never know, that your failure today are able to reveal the greatest discoveries.
It will somehow present in any career you choose.
Inshaallah, Allah will open doors for you.
Hang in there! :)
A reminder to me as well.