Friday, December 19, 2014


"Aku tak percayakan perancangan
Sebab aku akur hidup telah ditentukan
Tapi bila kita sama-sama mula menyusun
Rancangan,strategi dan pelan masa depan
Hati dan jiwa aku menguntum senyuman
Kerana disitu aku nampak keyakinan
Dan arah serta tujuan sesebuah hubungan

Ia bukan sekadar permainan."

"Memang benar hidup itu telah ditentukan
Semuanya atas kehendak Tuhan 
Tapi kita hidup bersandarkan pilihan
dan kita pilih berpandukan Al-Quran.

Memang namanya sifat hamba
Impian itu hanya mampu kita damba
Namun andai kita tidak mahu merasa hampa
Usaha bersulam doa, jangan kita biar alpa.

Dalam diam, aku begitu menghargai kesungguhan itu."

Friday, December 12, 2014


If we have faith in this, we will feel the contentment.

Nevertheless, I am not denying that sometimes we are drown by our own unstable emotional feelings. 
And in that every moment, I was afraid I might fall into the trap of disbelieving.

The questions that often came across the mind;
'Am I doing the right thing?'
'Am I going too far?'

Not a single day or perhaps i can say seconds.. am I able to forget thinking about it. 

The future is yet to be sealed, because we only know what is happening now in the present.

I believe, things said are easy than it is to be done.

From far, I am always being an observant and mesmerizing every single signs that Allah might want me to learn from.

If it is meant for us, then Allah will surely opens the door Inshaallah!

Like we always remind each other, have faith with patience. Intense patience!

Sunday, December 7, 2014

The Gift

Terima kasih atas ingatan dan doa.
Inshaallah tidak ternilai pahalanya, andai satu hari nanti lahir seorang wanita bergelar isteri solehah berkat manfaat dari pemberian ini. 
Mungkin dia tidak mampu menjadi sehebat Aishah RA, namun cukuplah dia mampu membuat suaminya redha. 
Kerana, dari situlah letak pula redha Allah.
Allah, perkenankanlah.

Friday, November 28, 2014

The Slave Who Cries

Ya Allah, please bless me with all my sincere effort to be close to you. It's true, Ya Allah! Only with the remembrance of You, made me feel calm and at peace.
Grant me Jannah ya Allah! Together with my family.

Every time I think of You, Allah, tears came down from my eyes. But miraculously, that tears made me feel more close to you. As I'm talking to you right now. You are my Creator. And you know every single thing about me more than anyone else does in this entire world.
Guide me always, Ya Allah! My eyes, my ears, my lips, my tongue, my legs and my hands - please take care of me with your guidance.
I'm weak! And all of my strength has come from You... :')

Monday, November 24, 2014


Tak tahu kenapa dari dulu sampai sekarang asalkan week exam je, baru la datang ilham nak tulis something dekat blog.
Wait, ilham atau luahan? Nope, keluhan lagi tepat.

Aduhai satu-satunya puteri..
Mana lah pergi semangat mu yang hilang itu..?

Kalau dulu
membakar motivasi dalam diri,
kalau dulu
penat lelah kau mampu atasi,
Kalau dulu
asal payah;gagah kau tempuhi,
Hari ini apa sudah jadi?

Duduk terdiam engkau harus renungkan,
Apa sebenarnya matlamat yang kau kejarkan,
Apa benar semua impian yang kau simpan,
berpaksikan pada Tuhan?

Buka mata,
Buka hati,
Bangun, dan jangan lena lagi.
Ingat pesanan Nabi,
hari ini perlu lebih baik dari semalam,
Jika tidak, engkau tergolong dalam kalangan yang rugi.

Wake up, please!

Friday, October 31, 2014


Apa yang aku harapkan setiap hari
adalah redhaMu. 
Agar pengakhiran hayatku
untuk bertemu denganMu,
dalam keadaan Engkau terima kehidupanku, 
di dunia dan di akhirat.

Sunday, October 12, 2014

Peace of mind

Waktu petang selepas Asar, selalunya adalah masa untuk rehatkan diri dan tenangkan minda di samping menunggu tibanya waktu maghrib. Itu kebiasaanku. Melainkan ada urusan-urusan lain yang perlu dilaksanakan.

Seminggu telah berlalu sejak melangkah ke tahun 4. Jujurnya, cabaran lebih mencabar. Dan pasti, tahun-tahun yang akan datang lebih seribu kali payahnya ujian yang akan kita rasai. Apapun, ujian itu semestinya seimbang dengan tahap kematangan yang kita lalui dalam hidup. Setiap orang, berbeza-beza bentuk ujiannya. Kan sudah Allah ajarkan pada kita, bahawa Dia akan menguji kita sesuai dengan keupayaan dalam diri hambaNya?

Tapi jujur ku akui, adakalanya kelemahan menguasai diri sehinggakan kita tidak sedar hakikat itu.
Namun, aku bersyukur sebab Allah itu Maha Mengetahui akan setiap perihal kehidupan hambaNya. Dia tahu apa yang aku rasa. Lalu tanpa aku mampu menduga, Allah segera menghantarkan sesuatu yang buat aku terduduk senyum, bergenang air mata. Air mata  kegembiraan itu yang melenyapkan serta merta kesedihan yang selama ini hanya tersimpan di hati. Bahagia itu sumbernya adalah daripada yang Maha Penyayang lagi Maha Pengasih. Sedangkan kesedihan itu datang dari kelemahan diri.

Aku beryukur kerana diizinkan Allah untuk merasa bahagia itu. Setiap hari aku meminta melalui doa yang tidak putus. Aku yakin Allah simpankan buat seketika, apa sahaja yang tidak mampu aku dapat di saat ini. Dan semua itu, untuk orang yang bersabar. :')

Terima kasih. Moga Allah balas keikhlasan itu.

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

New Year

Officially Year 4 Medical Student.
Life gets tougher when you step up a little higher.
But still
You strive your very best,
 with the help from The One who hear your prayers.

Thank you dear.. Really loveee it! 

Monday, September 29, 2014

Review buku The Other Side Of The Coin

This is the book. Scroll down and you will again find this picture later.

Do you still remember that project, in which a student with the most number of books he/she read will then be awarded with cool prizes? I remember when i was in a primary school, I copied the description from the back of a certain storybooks just for the purpose of completing my 'Projek Nilam'. At that time, I've never thought that my teacher will know that I actually copied the synopsis (although in reality i didn't even read that book hehe). But now that I've grown up, I guess, I can obviously detect whether this student has read the book or just copy pasta  paste to increase her number of readings! I laughed at myself considering how silly I am at that age! ^_^

The fact that I love reading started when i was in Standard 3. That's because I was surrounded with my little Convent girls, whom will always brought their Enid Blyton series to school, in order to exchange books among us.

My addiction when i was in primary school

By time, when we were reaching Standard 5 & 6, everyone has changed their book of interests from a merely childrens's stories, into a more girlish stories such as Mary Kate and Ashley Olsen Series (being the most famous are - Two of a kind diaries, Sweet 16, So Little Time etc.), Lizzie Mcguire series, and not forgotten the newly released Harry Potter series by JK Rowling!

Mary Kate and Ashley Olsen series

Lizzie Mcguire series
 Then I had the chance to be in a boarding school, SM Sains Raja Tun Azlan Shah (SERATAS) which people of Taiping recognize as "Sekolah asrama depan zoo tu...". As I can recall, during that period I was so keen into reading Malay novels of 'Love' genre. You know, that transition period when you are about to enter the adolescent world, that kind of immature feeling. The tendency to be attracted to the opposite gender.. So, in search of a love stories, I accidentally came across an Islamic Love story titled "Seindah Mawar Berduri" written by Fatimah Syarha, in a pdf version. That is the turning point where, my whole perspective about a cliche love stories, changed into an understanding of how to love according to what Islam teaches us to. My life changed after that.

And at that time, i was only 14.
Then at the same time, the aprreciation of the community towards islamic love stories became a hit with so many books such as Ayat-ayat Cinta, Ketika Cinta Bertasbih etc by Habiburrahman el Shirazy.
Soon as I grew older, my interests are more towards motivational genre and legal fictions like John Grisham's. Love stories? Less likely. But not a total rejection. Still love Twilight series though.

The Other Side of The Coin by Aiman Azlan and Ameen Misran

Hi! I told you, you will see me again here ^_<

As promised, i would like to give a short feedback about this awesome book! (Don't worry, this time I didn't copy paste the description made elsewhere like I did when i was a young girl, eheh. Original from my point of view.)

Well, before I begin, reading a motivational book is not like reading a story book.
It takes time. Yeah, and it took 3 days for me to completely read every words of this book.
Because from every words that you read, it trigger yourself to ponder about the point of view that the authors had written.
Then you started to reflect and adjust it to yourself.
All of them, requires a pausible moment to mesmerize.

I knew about this book from @aimanazlan90 twitter's account. I bought it online via

In the preface, Aiman Azlan wrote that, "The Other Side Of The Coin" offers an alternative perspective into topics such as identity, love, education, community and self-worth. These are only a few essential topics that we need to look into, refine, and do a societal self-reflection on.
Meanwhile, Ameen Misran also wrote that everyone can inspire. You do not need to do everything to please everyone. You just need to know what talent is suitable for you.

They chose the title "The Other Side of The Coin" because it means that with any one way of looking at something in life, there will be a different ways of looking at it.
In a simpler words, we are of different opinions in life. We might agree or disagree with others view, but at least we understand where they are coming from.

I don't really know what is the truth reason, but perhaps because of the borderless information from the media and social network, sometimes we tend to be incline towards an unhealthy mindset. Its not that I'm saying all the media are mostly of bad influence, no. But it is because sometimes we easily get focused on unnecessary things. Then it makes us forget what our true goals to be achieved in life.

Reading this book by far, has actually made me realize and learn to reflect upon myself. The writers are trying to point out that we need to think in a positive way so that we can live in a more meaningful journey. Their way of delivering the message was so captivating and heart-touching. Besides, the beautiful language both writers has been work on was a success (in my personal opinion). In fact, not many youngsters nowadays have the capability or be given the opportunity to deliver inspiration in such a way Aiman Azlan and Ameen Misran did.

And ohh.. I love all the poems in this book! The meaning is so deep.. I wish I could share the poems with you here, but I feel all rights are reserved. So, if you are wondering to read the poems, support them by buying one for you okay. :)

Recycle picture from last post.

There's another part I would like to share about this book actually.. Something about life that I've never discussed before. But I will continue later.. Don't forget to get one for yourself okay!

Thank you for reading!
Thank you, you. :)

Saturday, September 27, 2014


"Dan kerana Tuhanmu, bersabarlah."
~surah al-Muddasir, ayat 7 (74:7)

Allah, aku mohon teguhkanlah hati,
TanpaMu aku tak daya.
Kerana sungguh,
untuk melaksanakan,
lebih sukar dari sekadar lisan.