|Thanks to Him I am able to reflect myself each time I cry for what I don't have.|
One day, a thought came into my mind. Why not I give a try on producing my own manuscript and send it to a publishing company? Who knows, with my small effort it can make a huge contribution to my lifetime? So I have been dreaming to be a writer that may give inspiration to myself and to the people around me. I realize that my silence sometimes teaches me to think more. And I have been always battling to think positively in whatever circumstances I faced in my life. Nevertheless, I do admit that sometimes I stumbled upon negative thoughts that keep on intruding my mind.
As I have been pondering about myself, I found that I have this habit of jotting down everything that comes in my head. Be it something sad, happy, memorable or inspirational moments that happened in my life; I will always grab a pen and write about it. That is why, I keep myself a diary since i was a little girl.
Come to think of it, what kind of book that I want to produce? Will it be something that is beneficial to the society or is it just because I want to satisfy myself that I actually owned a book? I will be accountable of all the outcome of my writing. So, in order for it to be a beautiful one, I need to be careful of what I am writing. Thus, before I start making it a reality, there's so much more in myself that i need to change. I hope to be a writer who is knowledgeable an mature enough to share my thoughts in a proper way.
Everyone has their own potential that are born with them. Somebody might excel in business, while the other became a star in sports. Your friend may be good in photography while you are creative in poetry. I keep remind myself, why would I try to be like someone else? Maybe I just need to focus on what Allah has blessed me with, and make use of what gems that I have in myself.
There's a saying, "A pen is mightier than swords." Yes, and I couldn't agree more.
p/s: Can't wait to be in final year.. May Allah help me in keeping with this new spirit. amin. :)