All praises to Allah for all the blessings He has showered upon us.
Sometimes when we sacrifice something in our life for the sake of pleasing Allah, we will definitely find goodness in all our doings. Although at first it may seems difficult and painful for us to endure, in the end Allah will definitely replace us with something more pleasure than we had ever imagined.
Patience is when we try our best to control our emotions in all circumstances despite the intense feeling of wanting to fulfill all our desires. While the dua's, is a sign that we are indeed have nothing in possession except that everything we gained, is by the Mercy of Allah. So, to Him we seek for help and guidance. After patience and dua's, then there is tawakkal. Tawakkal is where we put trust in our own maker that He definitely will take care of us. As Allah already mentioned in Al-Quran;
" إِنَّ اللَّهَ يُحِبُّ الْمُتَوَكِّلِينَ ...."
....Indeed, Allah loves those who trust in Him. Al-Quran [3:159]
I may not be someone who is pious nor am I a scholar of Islamic studies, but I believe, and will try my very best effort in becoming a better Muslimah and spread the knowledge of Islam that I have. All of which in the will of Allah. Inshaallah. :)
After one day that we have come to a decision, I came to realize that we actually now have ample time to sit back and reflect ourselves. Reflect what is good and bad in ourselves. The goods are that to be maintained; and the bads that require corrections for a better one. And, the time for us be mature enough in seeing things in our life. May Allah guide us. :)
One thing for sure, whatever the outcome is, have faith that it is indeed as what to Allah has plan for us from the very beginning. May serenity and tranquility fills our heart with 'nur' from the Almighty. Don't worry.. Always remember Him, and we will feel the calmness. Inshaallah, we are now in the right track.
Focus in our goals that come first - for our parents especially. Then there will come the right time for us to complete our deen, Inshaallah. :')
Thank you will be our always...